There are more things that can affect our emotions but these are the ones that I'd like to focus on as they cover a broad spectrum of what we bring to the tasks of learning and programming.
-## Emotional awareness
+## Awareness of our Emotional State
-(Discuss being aware of our emotions)
+Being aware of our emotional state (what we're feeling right now) gives us our current emotional location. We can see where we are and understand what our mind is telling us. Giving ourselves a few moments to truly see what emotional state our mind is in will help us to move forward.
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+Note that we're not trying to change our emotional state. We're not trying to force ourselves to be something we're not. If we're truly unhappy with where we are or what we're doing it's more helpful to see what's causing this unhappiness than to try to paper over those emotions. Seeing our emotions clearly allows us to see what is causing them. Being present with these emotions allows us to better understand our mental state and what we're capable of in the moment.
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+You can do this in the context of mindfulness meditation but even sitting still in your desk and saying "for one to two minutes I'm just going to sit here and explore my emotional state" should suffice. Seeing our emotions for what they are and thinking to what is causing them can help us understand what we're feeling.
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+## Our story
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+(Discuss our internal monologue and our story).
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+## Awareness in action
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+Say in this moment that we're feeling anxious. We've just received a bug report and it's related to something we're working on. The bug report states that code that we committed earlier isn't working and probably has never worked the way we thought it worked. As we read the bug report our anxiety levels increase. Our inner monologue kicks in and we start telling ourselves that we aren't nearly as good as we thought. We're not perfect. We suck.
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